❤️

Cher amoureux,

I’m really excited writing to you. God knows how much I’ve missed you and your killer advice. A lot has been going on with me and I want to just say how I feel even though I keep acting it’s all good. Life after graduation hasn’t been so easy for me like it’s almost like you have every stage of your life planned out and all of a sudden it hangs. It’s not like you don’t know what you want to do but there’s a whole lot happening and the next stage is almost difficult to reach😪. 

I’ve been building myself up mentally so I don’t breakdown. I’ve tried distracting myself with meeting new people, I know it’s a bit strange because I’m an introvert but it has really helped because I get loads of beneficial advice. I know I’m not alone but sometimes I just feel really scared. I know I could be a bit dramatic but then I just want you to relate how I feel. I’ve learnt a lot from you, you’ve taught me how to open up especially when I feel this way. 

I keep praying and I know God hears my prayers and everything I’m going through is a distraction from the major plan He has for me. But I just want you to tell me again that it’s really fine and you’ve gone through this stage before. I want you to reassure me that this isn’t the time to give up. I just feel everyone is waiting for me to be something I don’t know yet and I’m disappointing them. 

Thank you for always reassuring me that I have a beautiful soul and how I deserve better than what I’m always looking for. I just want everything to end in praise. You keep reaching out to me when I’m about making a bad choice, this time around my heart feels shattered. This week has been really emotional for me, I’ve been giving stressed and forced smiles. I can barely concentrate on the things I once loved, losing my meraki gradually.  I miss those times when I didn’t have to think of the morrow and what it will bring. 

I’m waiting for your reply, call or message. I can’t wait to hear you speak to my heart 💋 A Bientot. 

                                                              Kokomma

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12 thoughts on “❤️

  1. Lolade says:

    It’s just a face dear, I have been there but i learnt that leaving everything to God is the best. Do less worrying and just keep doing all you can do, God will surely take up your cross for you. That’s what he did for me..so it best to leave everything to God.

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  2. Jane says:

    Anie Darling., you’ve always been admired by me since I first set my eyes on you. Just know you are a Great woman, I can see it clearly.. Enjoy every bit of it dear, you know why? You will never be here again. I know how much you trust and depend on our King. ….. Time and chance happens to them all. You are next in line. Get ready.

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